It’s been 2 days since finishing a tiring stretch of 2-3 weeks of doing nothing but work and study. CPBC review, Final Exam, AGMx2 just came at once altogether. I can’t even remember how to sleep at a normal time or drink something aside from coffee. It’s tiring but it’s been fun and accomplishing, in a different way. I’ve always had troubles feeling like I earned something because nothing took a prolonged perseverance where it was inconvenient and I had to give up something that’s important. If I pass this marketing course, I think I can say I earned it. I wanted to give up since week 3, just work and study and the little life I was trying to keep wasn’t holding together. It’s been a semester where I never quite had a handle on it. Then in the last 3 weeks, I really pushed my effort to another level I’ve never seen before. I’ve studied hard before, stayed up late and sleep very little, but this one took way beyond that. It’s everything I have.
Thought I would appreciate resting a bit to figure out what I want to do going forward, but I can’t stop. I’m coming up with more and more things to do, but I want more! I’m not a workaholic. I want to achieve and accomplish; the only way for it to happen is to do things and keep working. It’s the ticket to ride. Read this on alearningaday blog today, quote from Muhammed Ali “I hated every minute of training, but I said, ‘Don’t quit. Suffer now and live the rest of your life as a champion.” That bigger goal is so much more important than resting right now. Work Work Work! 😀